| Colored hair & gwen stefani |
[10 Aug 2006|07:27pm] |
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Dirty Business-The Dresden Dolls |
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I got my hair colored on Wednesday.
It's fucking amazing!
I got a mix of Blond & Black.
I adore my hairdresser. She is a goddess.
( My new hurr. )
& Aaron bought me a L.A.M.B. by Gwen Stefani Purse! I finally got one! I love it!
( Love Angel Music Baby )
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| 1 year |
[01 Aug 2006|07:51am] |
Today is one year for Aaron & I.
It is so surreal.
I'm so in love.
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[01 Jun 2006|03:37pm] |
Oh shit son,
I'm Graduating!
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[18 May 2006|08:53pm] |
Been forever since I have written in this journal...
Well.. School is over.
It is so odd to think that this is it.
I am happy, but yet I will be sad that I won't see all these faces again.
Eh. I have finals & Graduation practice & GRADUATION & Tons of Grad parties to go to.
Some pictures of the last day...
( Read more... )
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| Dark Blue |
[16 Feb 2006|09:00pm] |
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Sunday Morning-No Doubt |
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I got into BERKLEE SCHOOL of MUSIC!
So excited! & so very much intimidated.
I cannot wait though. My dreams are finally going to come true...
February Vacation is starting tomorrow. I get to leave school at 9:30am. Whoo.
Going up to Maine until Monday with the parents. Should be fun.
I am off now.
Love to all.
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| sullen riot |
[12 Jan 2006|08:07pm] |
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sassafras roots-green day |
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I just went out to dinner by myself.
-Had a salad.
-Talked with Nicole&Bill.
-Talked about Rob with Nicole.
-I guess he wasn't looking for a serious relationship. Well neither was I. lame.
I wrote the worst essay of my life tonight. I was laughing through out it too, it was that bad.
Mid terms are next week. Can't wait.
I have to work Saturday&Monday too. Damn.
Fear&Loathing in Las Vegas is such a great book.
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| I...don't know...why-ay..feel..so...tounged tied. |
[04 Jan 2006|04:06pm] |
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myxamatosis-radiohead |
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So Aaron & I are going back out.
It just happened...
Captain likes ham.
Captain & Cuffs together love ham.
the end.
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| marlboros |
[27 Dec 2005|11:13pm] |
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how soon is now?-the smiths |
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I broke up with Aaron tonight.
Hardest thing I had to do... but it was for the best.
I need to be 17 & do 17 year old things.
But on the plus side... I hung out with this kid named Rob. He's amazing.
I had so much fun with him tonight.
We went to the mall, Newbury Comics, went to go see The Ringer, Rob locked his keys in the car, waited in the cold for his mom to come bring him his keys, preceeded to MacDonalds, then to Best Buy to pick up Madonna's Greatest Hits.
& then we kissed.
it was beautiful.
He likes me for me.
( RM )
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| sullen girl |
[18 Dec 2005|07:46pm] |
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slow like honey-fiona apple |
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I react so odd.
I want to hold his hand, but that is it.
Nothing else.
He deserved nothing else.
I shouldn't have even held his hand,
but my head wanted me to, but my heart was saying no.
It felt like I was two different people in one body.
One wanted to gather myself into a ball, and cry.
The other just wanted to hold his hand after what he did.
Saturday was just a bad night.
Sunday was even worse.
It was partly my fault for not saying it right...
but still, not even.
He should have realized yo no tiene el...
I haven't been this depressed since August...
I thought I was going somewhere with this happy feeling.
I guessed wrong...
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| Friends :] |
[08 Dec 2005|05:50pm] |
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city of angels-the distillers |
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So last Friday night I went out with-
Cassy, John, Ted, & Erin to Providence.
+First we went to the mall..
+Then to Uno's, but there was a 30 minute wait so we went to Joe's American Grill. Uno's ended up paging Ted but we were already sitting down at Joe's so I guess they missed out. :]
+Went from Joe's to the mall again. Walked around...
+Hung out in Ted's car taking pictures/movies.
Altogether it was a fun night.
I was tired but it was really nice to hang out with my good friends.
I missed Cassy so much. We are ( step-sisters... ;] )
( Some Friends... )
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| I'm sorry |
[17 Nov 2005|04:44pm] |
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mouthful of cavities |
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It is really sad not being able to talk to your brother.
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| Hospitals suck. |
[09 Nov 2005|08:21pm] |
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Sleep to dream-Fiona Apple |
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I ended up in the hospital:
Thursday Night via ambulence(because I was having a dehyrdation attack thing) 7:30-10:30pm
Friday 1:30pm-7:00pm
Saturday I was fine!
Sunday 1:00pm then I was admitted until Tuesday.
It sucked. I fucking had a nuerlogical(sp?) attack from a medication I was taking Sunday Night. My mom said she felt like she was in the Excorsist. My throat was closing up & such. It surely was not a fun experience.
So now I get to wear a medical bracelet.
Aaron came to visit me Monday night & we got to watch our Law & Order:SVU. He made my night coming to see me.
I finally got out Tuesday. Thank god. I was getting so sick of all the IV's and blood tests.
So overall the doctors seem to think that it was a case of the bug or some virus +my attack which did not help at all.
Now here are some lovely pictures...
( The past few days... )
I go back to school tomorrow & it's a half-day, and we then have Friday off.
yes.
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| Updateish |
[24 Oct 2005|02:39pm] |
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Walk-Blind Melon |
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Queens of The Stone Age rocks my world.
so does Blind Melon.
Life is pretty good. My parents trust me so much. I really lucked out.
I wish a certain area of my life wasn't so out of the ordinary... but I cannot help it. I just wish people would understand & appreciate us.
If you really care about me, you would see that I am so very happy, and you wouldn't care about him.
I saw SERENITY yesterday in EP(EastProvidence).
Sketchy ass place. But $2 for a movie... you can't beat that.
It was so good the second time around. Yet again I cried like a baby. Go see it now if you already haven't.
Checked out Berklee on Friday. I would die if I got to go there, but I'm so damn intimidated by the whole school. It would be a dream.
& my mom is moving up to Maine after I graduate. So that means I either stay here at my grandmothers house or go live with Aaron. Hrm... I'll let you think about that.
(Aaron all the way)
ok, now I shall go bring my cat, Bert, to the vets.
peacee.xx.
and everyday you remind how I'm desperately in need.
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| You Can't Stop The Signal |
[01 Oct 2005|01:07am] |
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I just saw Serenity.
I still am in complete shock. I cried because I was sad, and then because I was happy.
Go see the movie. It really is worth it.
I am in complete amazement.
I cannot believe what went on in the movie.
It hit me so hard. There seemed like there was no hope... but in the end.. they won.
"Take my love, take my land
Take me where I cannot stand
I don't care, I'm still free
You can't take the sky from me
Take me out to the black
Tell them I ain't comin' back
Burn the land and boil the sea
You can't take the sky from me
There's no place I can be
Since I found Serenity
But you can't take the sky from me"
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| Some pictures.. basically just me. |
[18 Sep 2005|10:04am] |
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I don't know anything-Mad Season |
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So I have some pictures for anyone who reads this.
Not that many... only 5.
Yeah, so my friend life sucks at the moment.
Except for Cassy.
I thought this year was going to be great, we were going to set up so many concerts, hang out & go to concerts. But no, just because I'm not in more than a class with you, you have to like Ash more than me.
That's such bullshit. & You didn't even try to say hi to me at the football game, that's when I realized I should just give up.
I'm going to stop trying to make you like me. & I'm going to stop wondering why this ever happened.
I really am sad over this. I just don't understand why this happened.
( fuck it. some pictures. )
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| Today sucks. |
[15 Sep 2005|05:07pm] |
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I've broken down twice already today.
Friends suck.
Relationships complicate your life no matter what.
I just wish they were easier.
My brother & I barely talk anymore.
Life just sucks right now.
My "friend" didn't let me in on setting up a concert because of a fucking movie. seriously, what the fuck? I told you I would help you, and just because I don't see you in some classes doesn't mean you should leave me out of shit when this was the thing we've always been doing together. us 3.
fuck it.
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| Summer has come to an end... |
[05 Sep 2005|09:55pm] |
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The Police |
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Summer is over
&
School is tomorrow. :\
Summer was an ok summer. Shit went on...
I worked... I have a boyfriend(not going to talk about him)...
I moved into my grandmother's house(fucking lame)...
I threw a party the lastnight at my house...
and I got a car. :]
Man, it's been forever since I've written in this journal.
Serenity in 25 days!
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| 29:20 |
[15 Jul 2005|02:23pm] |
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indescribable |
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the painting guy's music a.k.a Godsmack |
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He basically told me he has a crush on me.
I am so happy right now.
We had such a good conversation, and when he had to go he said he "would love to talk for much longer."
I really love this guy.
oh & we're moving.
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[30 Jun 2005|09:29pm] |
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lost cause-Beck |
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I called Aaron. (finally.)
He called me back.
I'm in fucking love with his voice.
I really want to talk to him again...
He just makes me feel... special. Like I am worth something.
He said we flirt to much. But then on the phone he was like "I didn't mean it like that."
<\3
It's not like anything could happen...
But this could be like one of the many times where I think to much about things. Right now I am basically thinking that he doesn't like me, but I could be wrong.
I really hope that I am wrong.
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| serenity bitches! |
[24 Jun 2005|11:42pm] |
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So of course on the second day I am able to drive people Cassy and I drive and pick up Ray. We then drive to Providence & wait around for two hours so we can see Land of the Dead with Captain, Katy, Mike and Miguel. (I saw the Premiere of the movie on Wednesday, I'm such a rockstar.)
So after the movie we Cassy & I drop Ray off around 10 and we then proceed to get lost in Providence by doing circles all around the city. I didn't get on the right highway until 11.
insane.
I'm tired. & I saw the Serenity trailer for the second time!
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